Third time's a charm

Third time's a charm

The police-officer looks at me, and shakes his head softly.
"We don't know how it's possible this happened. I don't understand how our colleague you saw in January didn't do what he could have easily done that very day. I just talked to my colleagues about it. If this was taken up months ago, you could have started with truly digesting this, and give it closure."

Visitors and Strangers

Visitors and Strangers

The ceiling is white and I've been staring at it for hours. I'm somewhere in Germany, and I don't know what to do. I just want to melt into the pastel bedsheets and disappear. Fade out. Not be alive.

Timeline Inside the System

Inside the System is a blog series about mental health, being hospitalised, and pretty much everything I've experienced these last few months. From naked patients crawling through the hallway, to having your medication dose raised 4 times in 6 weeks due to your ex boyfriend threatening you. From being publicly shamed online for speaking out and being called a liar, to what actually happened, and how and when I will press charges against my ex. So, a lot of mental vomit will be thrown on my blog upcoming weeks. The Inside The System series is part of Project Blue is a Wave.
The Inside the System blogs will be uploaded non-chronologically, but the actual time-line in which these events happened can be found here (and will be updated once new blogs follow). 

 

Timeline

Chronological order of events 2017-2016:

2017, May 28: Third Time's a Charm
2017, May 22: How to say No (Exurb1a)
2017, May 4: Shame (On You Exurb1a)
2017, April: The Lost Tower
2017, March 13: Wake Up
2017, March: The Green Light
2017, February 24: Including You
2017, January 16: So You Finally Did It
2017, January 16: It's Called Rape
2016, November 1: Visitors and Strangers
2016, October 29/30: Run

Short Statement about Exurb1a & Timeline Inside The System

Short Statement about Exurb1a & Timeline Inside The System

What happened, and when? My statement about Exurb1a in a nutshell, information about my full and proper statement, and a chronological order of the blogs I'm uploading as part of my Inside the System series.

Wake Up

Wake Up

He's not online, and hasn't been for a while. I can't hear his phone buzzing in the other room either. All I can hear, is the sound my fists make while banging against the wall.

So You Finally Did It

So You Finally Did It

I hear the snide voice of Exurb1a through the phone. I've never before heard such a cold voice directly aimed at me. Sure, I've had arguments with people before, but hearing this tone come out of someone's mouth, is definitely new to me.

Project Blue is a Wave

Project Blue is a Wave

When everything that happened these last few months happened, I thought: if my friends and I had and still have to go through all of this, at least let me turn it into something good.