He will kill someone one day

He will kill someone one day

- TRIGGER WARNING -

You wanted them dead
you want them gone
away from the planet
erased from the song

I don’t believe much
but in that I do
I took your word
when you became
two
You told me yourself
and why would you lie?
When I said no
you wanted to die
He posted a picture
him as a kid
‘I didn’t change much’ is
how he captioned it
There is nothing sacred
about your life
The child died
when you raised the knife
There was pain and blood
behind four walls
written numbers
and telephone-calls
I ran through the room
when you came in rage
hid on the toilet
away from your stage
and everybody saw
but nobody registered
the police came
but you were long gone
again
When they took you once
when I asked for help
it was 3 in the morning
when they brought you back
because oh, the hospital
didn’t want you
they had you before
everyone who does
will show you the door
except for your blood
who are shadows of you
Can I blame you
when it’s in your parents too?
back to my hell
Can a ghost die?
Because I think you did
behind four walls

And I said:

Can I make it from Summer to Fall?
Break free without losing it all?
I remember crying to the blue
How I was in ‘one’ already
And how I couldn’t do two
when two became you

Is this my life now?
Do I have to fight you too?

With one there was the interrogation
Endless meetings
constant humiliation
The waiting and the shame
Oh, the self-shame, the self-hate!
If I had broken your bones
They would have believed me

without a doubt

they want blood on my hands

It is what it is
what they don’t
dare to say
and I said: you will kill someone

one day

He has pills for the pain he inflicts on others
likes them blonde, preferably mothers
There are hospital restrictions and
speeding tickets
it is his life and it won’t change
He will threaten with car crashes
suicide and your soul’s ashes
Hocus-pocus might be total bogus
But the word No?
It rings his bell
he will feed on your tears and
will take you to hell
When I felt the flames
slowly licking the feather
I fell down the sky
and broke the weather
everything was black
the wind became silent
stuck in oblivion
fighting a tyrant

And now, your sister’s daughter
is on the internet

Didn’t you want her mother dead?

You said you would kill her
and your parents too
talked about dying
to take them with you
Your niece
a doll
a careful display
of cats and babies
she really is collecting
your butter and bread
Didn’t you want her mother dead?

And I said:

He has pills for the pain he inflicts on others
likes them blonde, preferably mothers
Hospital restrictions and speeding tickets
Hocus-pocus might be total bogus
But the word No? It rings his bell
he’ll say he’s a monster under your spell

You would take my autumn
while spring was just leaving
So I had to change seasons
To save my own life

And I said:
He has pills for the pain he inflicts on others

but they don’t work

The word No?
It rings his bell
He’ll say he’s a monster
under your spell


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