This Glitch

I wanna see you happy and
always bursting with light
for the shape of the song
that is bound to survive
bound to stay strong
and never perish
in theory maybe
but in this glitch that is my life
I was happy maybe
and meant to survive

You wanna see me sad always
sinking like stone
for the weight of the story
that is wounding my soul
winding me down
never letting me go
in theory maybe
but in this glitch that is your life
You were unhappy maybe
not meant to survive

I tumble down the layers
and the patterns in my heart
I crumble down my mind
and try not to fall apart
you vape through space
while I glide through time
whatever makes you money
whatever fits your crime

but mine
My God what was mine

He wants to see me happy
always like fireworks in the sky
and will ignore the pollution
that ever makes me mine
gets me out of my mind
and out of you
my God do I wish that
for you too

I wanna see you happy and
always bursting with light
for the shape of the song
that is bound to survive
bound to stay strong
and never perish
in theory maybe
but in this glitch that is my life
I was happy maybe
and meant to survive

someone once said
‘you are the unluckiest girl’
because of the sads maybe
the trauma train and helicopter view
but what if I say
I am the luckiest girl
because I’m still here right
I’m still here with you

I might have a ghost in my place
but my house is not on fire
I might have a third and a fourth view
but it truly doesn’t matter
I might have lost it all
but I put it back together
You might have lost me
but at least I’m getting better

I wanna see you happy and
always bursting with light
for the shape of the song
that is bound to survive
bound to stay strong
and never perish
in theory maybe
and in this glitch that is my life
I am happy maybe
and more than alive

I’m more than alive