And when you do

And when you do
I know you can't
when you see me for me
And you see
this is where you went wrong

sleepless keeper
out of control
salvia flowing
mushroom blowing
and when you do
I know you can’t

but what if I can?

I guess you were
wrong

single became pair
do you honestly think
she won’t?

we were a breathless
sanity madness
and you still believe she’s that strong?
I guess you were
wrong

so wrong

you see
but never saw
touched
but never felt

Lonely
so alone
while she is never
on her
own
you reached
but never grasped
I received
but never asked
a final conclusion
that was forced by you
as you were always ready
to bring down our moon

And when you do
I know you can't
when you see me for me
And you see
this is where you went wrong

so wrong

when praise inflates a bitter boy
butterflies smother the saddest mother
do laugh at her sometime
she’s still here you know
drenched in numbers
plagued by time
and I am system 2 point 0

and when you do
time stops ticking
and when I do
it will all be gone
just
as it has been written
before she
went dark

one day
you will see
that two days
became me

welcome to hell

I grasped
but never reached
unlike you
ready
to bring down the moon
I fought
but never faced
that final conclusion
unlike you
ready
to bring it still
while the blueprint
it does not sleep
I locked it up
far too deep
maybe in summer
I will write a map
of the allegories I used to keep
an alphabet
a dictionary
of all things unnecessary
and our contradictions
I will set on fire too
one day
just like you

I will kill her

And when you do
time stops ticking
And when I do
it will all be gone
And when you do
I know you can't
when you see me for me

And you see
this is where you went wrong

my God man
you were so wrong

I gave threads of
life
when I eloped reality
your figments
a room
to grow
and you dare to say
I can’t?
you were so wrong

about what I would see
about who I would be
the future and past
two halves
cut off

do you get it now
or did you go missing too?

and when you do
time stops ticking
and when I do
it will all be gone
just
as it has been written
days before
you went wrong

And when you jump
I know you won’t
when you see me for me
and where you went wrong
half might love a beast
and part
the freedom
of never being able
to love again
at all

am I wrong?

You are so wrong

am I right?

You are so right

is she scared?

They say they’ll kill us and
cook our flesh
but guess what
I can take it
have your human bacon
for brunch
but you won’t get her
my one

And when you do
I know you can't
when you see me for me
And you see
this is where you went wrong
because
half might love a monster
and part
the freedom
of never being able
to love again
and that half
took over

and oh how she hates she hates
her cries in the attic
when I plaster her love
with October and November
take her all the way through December
when I make her remember
that she wasn’t there
but I was

because I was
and now I am
the broken truths
showing the lies
you denied
that are strangling
call it a kindness
for I will put her
out
as you should have
when you killed her
the first time

And when you do
it will all be gone
And when you do
I know you can't
when you see me for me

And this is where you went wrong

And when you do
I know you can't
when you see me for me
and that I would die for your death
But what if I can
‘still love you’, she said
‘you do?’
‘because I get it’
And when you do
I know you can
when you see me for me
And see
where you went wrong
and that I would die for your death

But what if I can
‘still love you’
she said