[Update October 2017: I went offline for 2 months due to online harassment, and came back to find out people were spreading lies online I had killed myself. Also, Exurb1a had most audio and video evidence I put online to warn people about him, deleted. Someone uploaded a mirror of this video. See below.]
This video shows the break-up video I recorded where Exurb1a admits physical abuse. In the video put in-between, is a recording of a phone conversation I had with Exurb1a while I was hospitalised (I recorded it due to harassment). This happened after he visited me in the hospital, and sexually assaulted me again: He tried to pin it on me so he could threaten me further and make my first allegations seem like 'lies'. He also denied the abuse before happened, of which, unfortunately for Exurb1a, I could prove was a lie. He didn't know I recorded the break-up conversation (I recorded it to protect myself).
The full phone conversation from the hospital was shared on my livestream video about the abuse.
44:47 - A friend witness who tells about the day Exurb1a visited me inside the hospital and how he saw us fighting for example: https://youtu.be/mLAB8usZgmY?t=44m47s
It's followed by a short explanation I give about the next footage I'm showing next (the full hospital recorded phone call after Alex came over).
56:52 - Hospital harassment and Exurb1a lies, full phone conversation; ends with a nurse telling Exurb1a I need to go (she helped me set boundaries, I was really bad at this). - https://youtu.be/mLAB8usZgmY?t=56m52s
The livestream is cut off at the end (youtube didn't save that part it seems). Exurb1a tried to have this video deleted from youtube too. He failed to have it deleted, however, it was blocked in some countries still:
A story about stalking and youtuber Exurb1a. Are you ready to go down the rabbit hole?
Youtuber Exurb1a, a rapist, is gaining support online from psychopaths.
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Rape, psychosis, breaking into a house, perverse sexual fantasies.. It’s just the tip of the iceberg. In this investigation article youtuber Exurb1a is exposed as a dangerous narcissist, who has been supported by famous youtubers, including KurzGesagt, CGP Grey and Casually Explained, who stayed silent.
The first update regarding the Exurb1a rape case which was forced behind closed doors, is in.
Lawyer Richard Korver on the Exurb1a rape case: “If you don’t investigate, you won’t find anything.”
Youtuber Exurb1a is a mentally ill rapist, psychopath and liar. Please be careful.
The road to justice, activism and the truth. Can you hear the sound of the parade Alex?
I was sexually assaulted while drugged, while under the care of the hospital I had been staying at. My rapist, youtuber Exurb1a, sexually assaulted me outside the hospital. I'm here to point out the blind spots in Mental Health Care.
I will not be silenced anymore. Not be my own rapist youtuber Exurb1a, but also not by youtube. Susan, you encourage youtubers to work together. But where are you, when we end up in a hospital due to those collaborations? For 7 months?
I'm not even a person or name anymore. I'm turned into an adjective, performing as a noun. As far as identifying the noun is possible in this sentence, I can say it's something with a hole.
Youtuber Exurb1a stayed silent for a year, until he found out I found a pro-deo lawyer to support me in my police case against him. Now, he's made it known what his plans are.
Exurb1a is 'going after me'. I need help.
This is what you don't see. Unless we manage to capture it. Unless we show you. Unless you open your eyes, and listen, when we scream.
I had to be raped and hospitalised to receive my autism diagnosis. This is my story, and all the signs that were missed.
They wear normal, casual clothing. Nothing white or clinical at all, that hints to where I am.
All his dark jokes since the night he abused me, weren't funny to me at all. They felt like carefully crafted, subtle threats, disguised as jokes. Threats nobody else could pick up on, but me.
"So you're going to the police and file a report? It will ruin my career," Exurb1a shouts.
This next bit might come as a surprise to you if you've been reading about what has happened between my ex-coworker youtuber Exurb1a and I; especially if you've seen the videos I shared while I was depressed.
The Inside the System blogs will be uploaded non-chronologically, but the actual time-line in which these events happened can be found here (and will be updated once new blogs follow).
Have you ever wondered why Exurb1a has a 1 in his name? Let me tell you why.
The police-officer looks at me, and shakes his head softly.
"We don't know how it's possible this happened. I don't understand how our colleague you saw in January didn't do what he could have easily done that very day. I just talked to my colleagues about it. If this was taken up months ago, you could have started with truly digesting this, and give it closure."
My body is my own property, which you violated already.
You think you're allowed to violate my intellectual property, too?
The ceiling is white and I've been staring at it for hours. I'm somewhere in Germany, and I don't know what to do. I just want to melt into the pastel bedsheets and disappear. Fade out. Not be alive.
Next to his own mother, Exurb1a too seems to find his alcoholism a joke still.
What happened, and when? My statement about Exurb1a in a nutshell, information about my full and proper statement, and a chronological order of the blogs I'm uploading as part of my Inside the System series.
He's not online, and hasn't been for a while. I can't hear his phone buzzing in the other room either. All I can hear, is the sound my fists make while banging against the wall.
I hear the snide voice of Exurb1a through the phone. I've never before heard such a cold voice directly aimed at me. Sure, I've had arguments with people before, but hearing this tone come out of someone's mouth, is definitely new to me.
My stomach hurts and I need to vomit. Blood on the floor. Everything is a mess. Is this my punishment for being so naive?